For the past four days in a row, I keep having the same dream and I don't understand the meaning.
It plays the same way and I keep waking up at the same time in the morning, 9:11am, even when I've went to bed at 6:00am.
Basically I go and meet Richard Ramirez in jail, yes Richard Ramirez the night stalker, the serial killer. Somehow they let me in as a guest in the prison and I don't even know him. We talk and I start to visit him more often and we have a very strong bond going. For some reason his wife doesn't mind and she actually encourages us talking. He tells me he wants to me to have his baby and I agree. I end up paying one of the security guards $3500 to let Richard masturbate in a plastic cup while I watch. I take it to some fancy doctor who then puts in a syringe and impregnates me. We have a girl, and name her Clementine(how original of me, right?), Clementine Ramirez. She grows up and she visits her father in prison, she knows all about him and everything he has done and she loves him very much regardless. Clementine hits 21 and her father passes away. Then she does some extraordinary, and this is the part of the dream that I can never remember. All I know is that she changes the world, for the better. Like the world is at an extreme peace and no one ever questions her or anything. Almost like some sort of enlightenment.
I don't understand what the dream means. I can never for the life of me remember my dreams, sometimes I can for a couple hours and if it's interesting I'll write it down and I'll re-read it but then can't remember having it. But this one, I keep having it and I can remember it so vividly, the facial expressions, everything, up until Clementine does whatever it is she does. Maybe I'm not supposed to know? I don't know.
It just baffles me. I thought I'd share and write this down just in case this one escapes my memory.
Weird...I'm tired, I've only have 3 hours of sleep >.<
Maybe I'm just crazy, hah.
- Mood:
contemplative
Well, I have recently become obsessed with Lindsay Lohan. I love her and her style and I think she's gorgeous. The only not cool thing is that she drove her car drunk into a tree, that's not cute. Everyone says how terrible she is and whatnot because she drinks and does drugs, well hello so do I and so does a big majority of the population. I don't care to much about her personal details, just the fact that I'm in love with her hair and clothes.
Anyway my hair is 1/3 of the way done. It's a light orange color at the moment. We're actually headed to Sally's today to get more bleach. We're bleaching it once more and then we're going to do this light blond color and then add in the darker blond highlights. Hopefully this turns out the way I want *crosses fingers*
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- Music:Elliott Smith - LA
